The Tower & The Child: The Alchemy of Letting Go
Even in the ruins, love takes root again.
When I pulled The Tower this morning, I smiled the way you do when sometimes the cards call your soul’s bluff.
Scorpio season always brings lessons in destruction and renewal—but this year, the themes are sharper.
I’m walking through my Chiron return, a season of reckoning and rebirth, with my progressed Moon in Scorpio illuminating what must be released.
So it feels fitting to write about one of my own Tower moments—the kind that unravels everything you think you know about love, faith, and control.
As someone born with a natal complex with Pluto, I’ve known my fair share of collapse and resurrection.
But one particular initiation—the one that first cracked my heart wide open—began the day I became a foster parent.
The Call to Nurture
Over a decade ago, I answered the quiet call to foster.
But, like many things in life, you don’t realize what that commitment means until you are in the middle of it—until your heart becomes both sanctuary and battlefield.
Sometimes, fostering is simple sacred service: a temporary place of healing until a child can safely return home.
But there are also cases where your intuition whispers that returning home may not bring safety or stability.
Those are the ones that keep you awake at night—the ones that test your trust in the Divine’s plan.
My very first placement was such a case.
A bright, beautiful child whose spirit seemed to shine despite all he’d endured.
For six months, I was his entire world—and he, mine.
I took time off work to care for him full-time, channeling every ounce of love and intention into creating safety, rhythm, and warmth.
At the time, I was just beginning to practice manifestation and energy work.
Each month, I visualized his future: a home filled with laughter, security, and belonging.
I set intentions, cleared trauma, and believed I was co-creating the outcome with Spirit.
And miracles did happen.
His health improved, his joy returned, his energy radiated wholeness again.
Then came the call.
A family member—previously deemed unfit—was granted custody.
My knees buckled. The anger, grief, and disbelief came in waves.
And after the storm, only silence remained.
It was in that silence that I finally began to hear what the Divine had been whispering all along.
The Fall
That silence became my teacher.
It showed me that I had not been surrendering—I had been bargaining.
I had wrapped control in the language of faith, gripping the outcome because I was terrified of losing what I had grown to so deeply love.
It was a revelation that cut straight to my core wound:
that deep, ancient belief that safety depends on control.
That love will abandon me unless I manage every variable.
That the unknown cannot be trusted.
But true surrender is not passive.
It is an act of sacred courage—a willingness to release your timeline and trust that the Divine intelligence within all things knows more than you do.
When I finally unclenched my heart and let go, I felt something remarkable: the quiet hum of peace beneath all of the layers of pain.
It was as if the Universe exhaled through me, whispering, “Now, let Me.”
The Tower fell, but in its rubble, I found truth.
That love does not need control to be real.
That faith begins precisely where certainty ends.
That the soul’s evolution often hides inside the heartbreaks we resist most.
The Alchemy of Allowing
This is the Scorpionic art—the sacred death that precedes rebirth.
To allow is not to give up; it is to stop interfering with the Divine choreography.
When we surrender, the ego mourns what it cannot fix, but the soul begins to bloom in the dark.
That’s the paradox: our deepest transformation doesn’t come from holding on—it comes from allowing collapse to do its most sacred work.
The moment I stopped clinging to how I thought things should unfold, the energy shifted.
Grace entered.
I began to feel life moving through me rather than against me.
It was as if the Universe took my broken plans and wove them into a pattern too vast for me to initially see.
This was not loss.
It was initiation.
And through it, I was reborn into my Empress self—the mother who loves without possession, who is learning to create without demand, and who trusts the unseen cycles of death and rebirth. Breaking the generational cycles before me, and helping to heal ancestral patterning that has been carried in my lineage for far too long.
The Rebuild
From that soil of surrender, everything changed.
My intuition opened.
My spiritual gifts began to softly awaken.
My understanding of love transformed.
Looking back, I see that The Tower never came to destroy me—it came to free me.
It stripped away the illusion that I was ever in control, revealing the truth that I have always been held.
Sometimes grace wears the mask of devastation.
Sometimes love’s highest act is to let go.
And sometimes, the collapse you fear most is simply your soul rearranging itself into greater alignment.
Final Blessing
If you are standing in your own Tower moment, trembling at the edge of surrender, know this:
You are not being punished—you are being purified.
The fire is making space for what’s real.
Let it.
Because when you finally release the need to control the outcome,
you make room for miracles that were waiting for your yes all along.
Wishing you much love along your journey, now and always,
Seraph
The Alchemy of Closing Karmic Loops
A silhouetted woman steps across a glowing threshold into radiant light, symbolizing karmic closure, forgiveness, and the empowerment of stepping into sovereignty.
Epilogue to the Sovereign Path Series
While I once questioned whether I believed in karma, I now know that I do. This past year brought a startling lesson- soul-defining, resonant, and deeply clarifying. I don’t see karma as punishment, but as a mirror of our choices and free will, paired with the essential lessons our soul still longs to master. These lessons often rise like old, familiar patterns resurfacing, asking us to respond differently this time- to see with new eyes and choose with greater truth. It sounds straightforward, but in practice can be profoundly painful.
And on this path, there comes a point when the illusion cracks. The mask falls. The strings that once pulled you become visible. And in that raw moment, you realize you’ve been locked in a cycle—not because you weren’t strong enough, but because you hadn’t yet seen clearly enough. Sometimes the karmic echo is loud, other times it slips in through dreams or subtle triggers. You may not know whether it’s the first encounter or the twentieth, but something in you recognizes the resonance: I’ve danced with this energy before. The question is- will it play out again, or will you finally close this loop?
Karmic loops are not punishments. They are classrooms. They replay lessons until you embody the truth—until you let go of ego and illusion and stand with total honesty, surrender, and humility. They circle back until you stop trying to control the outcome, rationalize the illusion, or avoid the truth- and until you finally choose yourself, and most importantly, until you finally choose the truth.
The Hidden Hooks of Karma
Karmic entanglements thrive on hooks—attachments, fears, obligations, old wounds that keep us chained to people, patterns, or power struggles. They whisper that you have to fight, prove, or win. But every time you grasp tighter, you lose a little more of yourself.
The real enemy isn’t the person or the circumstance. It’s the bondage itself.
Detachment as Sacred Rebellion
Detachment doesn’t mean numbness or cold withdrawal. It means choosing to carry your own essence lightly. It’s the quiet power of walking out of the cage without defending, explaining, or dragging anyone with you. It’s refusing to let the same loop drain your energy one more time.
Detachment is how you shift from pawn to sovereign. It is the soul saying: I don’t need to win this fight—I already won by leaving it behind.
Forgiveness as Liberation
Forgiveness is not for them. It is for you.
It is the sword that severs the cord. It’s not about excusing harm or pretending betrayal didn’t happen. It’s about saying: I refuse to keep bleeding from this wound.
When you forgive at the soul level, you release the karmic charge. The loop collapses. The energy you were leaking returns to your body, your creativity, your future.
Forgiveness doesn’t mean reconciliation. It means sovereignty. It means freedom.
And yes - this step is painfully hard. But it is also utterly necessary. Because when you finally release the emotional entanglement, what rises in its place is nothing short of alchemy. The freedom you feel is purifying, empowering, and absolute.
The Threshold Moment
There always comes a threshold moment. You know it when it arrives because the weight of the old story no longer fits inside your body. You’ve fought, endured, explained, and tried every angle—and still the loop brings no peace. The ending carves itself into your bones until denial and avoidance are no longer possible.
This is the moment where the past can no longer be resurrected. The door is sealed. You cannot go back. And if you’re honest with yourself, you don’t actually want to. Because what waits behind you is only repetition—another round of exhaustion, another cycle of proving, another version of the same pain dressed in different clothing.
The wisdom is not behind you. It is in the crossing.
It is in choosing to step forward with scars that testify to your endurance, eyes clear enough to see illusion for what it was, and a heart that no longer consents to chains.
Threshold moments demand surrender. They demand honesty with yourself so complete that ego no longer has space to hide. They require humility—the courage to admit when something is truly done. And they invite you into sovereignty: the radical act of closing the book and walking into the unknown, trusting that life on the other side will honor your choice to be free.
Karmic Loops as Soul Work
Here’s the profound paradox: the very loops we resist most fiercely are often the ones our soul came here to master.
These repeating patterns—whether in love, family, friendship, work, teacher dynamics, or even in our own inner battles—aren’t accidents. They are invitations. They are the curriculum of your life.
The deeper the hook, the greater the lesson. The heavier the repetition, the more profound the breakthrough waiting on the other side. These loops aren’t here to punish you—they are here to grow you. They are here to free you. They are the forge where your character, compassion, and sovereignty are tested and strengthened- and you emerge empowered in ways you hadn’t imagined or hoped for.
The Brutal Grace of Forgiveness
Let’s be honest: forgiveness is not easy. Especially when you’ve been betrayed, abandoned, taken advantage of, or deeply wounded. It feels unjust to release what has scarred you. Your ego wants repayment. Your body remembers the pain. Your soul sees the grave injustice.
And yet—without forgiveness, the loop continues. You stay bound to the very thing that harmed you. The wound festers, the story repeats, and new cycles form on top of the old ones.
Forgiveness doesn’t mean you condone the harm. It doesn’t mean you let the person back in. It doesn’t mean you minimize what you went through. Forgiveness is the final act of sovereignty: I choose not to be entangled with this anymore. I choose to free myself.
It is both the hardest work and the most vital. Forgiveness collapses karma. Forgiveness ends the contract. Forgiveness returns your soul to itself. And it truly breaks the cycle- you fully release the karmic loop and pattern on your end.
The Alchemy of Karmic Closure
• Clarity → See the illusion for what it is. You address the avoidance, the over-rationalizing, and the denial.
• Detachment → Stop feeding the loop with your energy.
• Forgiveness → Cut the cord at its root and release the emotional entanglement, or you will carry this forward into your future.
• Forward Motion → Claim your freedom and move into creation, sovereignty, and empowerment.
This is not theory. This is soul work. And it is the very work your ancestors whisper for you to embody, because every loop you close in your life sends ripples back through the lineage.
Reflections for Your Threshold
• What am I still trying to resurrect that is already finished?
• Where am I pretending I still can’t see the truth?
• What new life might be waiting for me if I finally step across the threshold?
• What lesson is begging me to listen and be mastered?
A Simple Detachment + Forgiveness Ritual
1. Write down the loop you are ready to close—name the person, pattern, or story.
2. Speak this aloud: “I release you. I forgive you. I forgive myself. This loop is now fully complete.”
3. Burn or tear the paper, visualizing the energy cords dissolving into light.
4. Place your hands on your heart and affirm: “I walk forward free, sovereign, and whole. This lesson I take with me in full and I release every attachment to the rest.”
The Crown of Sovereignty
Every karmic loop asks the same essential question: Will you keep circling, or will you rise?
Closing a loop is not weakness—it is wisdom. It is the moment you finally see that the fight was never about winning; it was about awakening. It was about finding the courage to detach, the humility to surrender, and the strength to forgive so fully that the hook dissolves into dust.
This is the crown of sovereignty: to walk forward unchained, no longer defined by what broke you, but empowered by what freed you.
Your ancestors are watching. They know the weight of what you carry. And they are whispering now: “You are the one. End it here. Close the loop. The future will be different because you had the courage to choose truth.”
Karma is not here to punish you. It is here to wake you. The loops that once felt endless and unbearably heavy are not meant to define you, but to refine you. They repeat until you see clearly- until you stand in humility and surrender, until you choose truth over illusion, avoidance, or denial. Until you choose sovereignty over bondage. Until you choose yourself over inaction, over the false safety of uncertainty, over the facade of comfort.
Closing the loop is the most courageous act you can take. It asks for your honesty, your detachment, your humility, and your forgiveness—even when it feels impossibly hard. But this is how cycles end. This is how the future shifts. This is how you step into the life that has been waiting for you all along.
✨ The question now is simple, and it is yours alone to answer: Will you circle again, or will you rise?
Walk through the threshold. Claim your freedom. Step into the empowered life ahead that has been waiting for you- not just in this lifetime, but beyond countless lifetimes before.
The Archetype of the Fool: The Sacred Leap Into Your Soul’s Evolution
The Fool tarot card: a bright figure stands at the edge of a cliff, gazing upward with trust and wonder. A small pack hangs over his shoulder, a white rose of innocence in his hand, and a loyal dog leaps at his feet. The sun blazes above, symbolizing joy and limitless potential. He is poised mid-step, ready to leap into the unknown.
The Fool is card 0—a circle, both empty and infinite. He is the place where endings collapse into beginnings, where innocence and mastery meet.
In early tarot decks, there were actually two Fools—one at the beginning and one at the end of the Major Arcana. From them came the Jokers in modern playing cards—wild cards that exist outside the rules. The Fool reminds us that your soul’s path is not about playing by the rules—it’s about learning to trust the flow of Spirit.
Lessons of the Fool:
• Trust the unknown. The path is revealed one step at a time.
• Travel light. Freedom arrives when we let go of baggage and control.
• Begin again. Every ending is an invitation to rebirth.
• Sacred risk. Growth and transformation live at the edge, not in the comfort zone.
• Feminine flow. The Fool doesn’t force or strategize—he aligns, responds, and allows life to carry him.
Shadows: Where the Fool Can Trip Us Up
• Recklessness - mistaking chaos for freedom.
• Escaping responsibility under the guise of “freedom”. Avoidance through the costume of adventure.
• Becoming jaded; losing innocence to cynicism after wounds.
• Insecurity; being mocked, misunderstood, or dismissed by a world that fears surrender.
The Fool’s challenge is to stay aligned—moving in trust with Spirit, not in avoidance. Holding on to wonder without losing discernment. Staying open-hearted, even after we’ve been hurt.
The Fool’s Gifts
• Creative genius: Infinite possibility springs from nothingness. Alignment with your life path and trusting the flow of opportunity often sparks genius and magical synchronicities.
• Magnetism: Authentic joy naturally attracts people and opportunities.
• Resilience: Every stumble becomes sacred wisdom.
• Beginner’s mind: The courage to reinvent yourself again and again.
• Detachment: When we release attachment to outcomes, we live in Spirit’s flow—and miracles enter with ease.
Perhaps the greatest gift: The Fool never forgets that life is meant to be lived, not controlled.
The Fool Across Wisdom Systems
The Fool shows up across countless wisdom traditions, each revealing a different facet of his medicine. Here are just a few examples of how this archetype appears.
• Gene Keys: The Fool mirrors the transformation from shadow into gift. For instance, the “shadow” of the Gene Key of Purposelessness often feels like wandering without direction—yet this is the very soil in which the gift of Totality (living fully engaged and present in life) is born. Think of someone leaving a career that no longer fits, feeling “lost” - only to discover that in letting go, a deeper calling emerges. In other keys, innocence matures into universal love, echoing the Fool’s unguarded, trusting heart.
• Human Design: The Fool embodies the Generator’s sacred response—waiting to engage with what life offers and invites rather than forcing outcomes. As this is often when the magic unfolds. Picture this: a casual “yes” to an unexpected conversation leads to a profound relationship or opportunity. This is the Fool’s magic—life opening when we are aligned with Spirit’s invitations.
• Astrology: The Fool channels Uranus’s liberation and sudden disruption, Neptune’s dreamy innocence, and Sagittarius/9th House’s quest for truth. Think of a Uranus transit that upends your life—painful in the moment, yet later revealing itself as the crack through which your soul light poured forth and you began to live more authentically. Whenever these archetypes light up in your chart, you are being invited to leap into your next evolution.
The Fool is the archetype that bridge all systems: he is the risk of not knowing, and the reward of discovering. In every system, the Fool teaches the same thing: alignment with Spirit’s flow is not passive—it is the most courageous act of surrender. And often, when the most beautiful magic begins to unfold.
How the Fool Unlocks Growth
• Creativity awakens when perfectionism dissolves.
The Fool doesn’t wait for perfect conditions—he creates as he goes. Start messy, respond to the moment, and you’ll find inspiration pouring through you. Creativity is the child of trust, not control.
• Fear transforms when failure becomes initiation.
The Fool knows there is no such thing as wasted experience. Every wrong turn, every fall, becomes compost for wisdom. When we shift from “I failed” to “I learned,” we alchemize fear into growth. Fear dissolves when failure becomes a sacred teacher instead of a punishment.
• Faith strengthens when you discover the net always appears.
The net isn’t visible until you leap. But think back—every time you dared to risk (love, relocation, new work, new path), wasn’t there always something that caught you? Spirit always meets us mid-air. The Fool shows us that life is not here to punish us, but to hold us as we risk becoming more.
• Joy heals because play is sacred medicine.
Play reopens the heart. It quiets the inner critic and invites the nervous system back into regulation. Joy is not frivolous—it is a spiritual practice, a feminine flow state that magnetizes abundance.
• Evolution accelerates when you release attachment.
This is perhaps the Fool’s deepest teaching. We cannot cling to outcomes and still walk in Spirit’s flow. Detachment does not mean apathy—it means trusting that what falls away was never meant to stay, and what is aligned will arrive in perfect timing. At some point we stop waiting to be ready, and just take the leap. And, in releasing control, we step into flow—and flow always carries us where we are meant to go.
Practices to Embody the Fool
Reflections:
• Where am I hesitating to leap without certainty?
• What identity or outcome am I clinging to that Spirit is asking me to release?
• How might my life expand if I chose trust and flow instead of control?
• How can I invite more presence into my day today?
Embodiment Practice
Dance barefoot outdoors—no choreography, no music, just the rhythm of your body. This is Fool energy: moving in presence, free from the mind’s judgment, carried only by Spirit. Embrace freedom, connection, and spontaneity in your body today in some form or way - be fully present in that moment and allow yourself to connect.
Simple Ritual Idea:
• Choose a talisman (stone, feather, flower).
• Place it on your altar as your Fool’s Charm.
• Each day, hold it and ask: Spirit, where are you inviting me to trust today?
• Affirm: “I release attachment. I leap into the flow of life, and life always catches me.”
The Fool is not foolish. He is the sacred wanderer who knows that the map is written only as we walk it. He is not here to make sense to the world. He is here to make sense of the soul. He walks between beginnings and endings, laughing at the illusion of control, showing us that alignment with Spirit is the only true safety.
To embody the Fool is to live unattached, yet deeply engaged and present. To let go of the script, yet meet each moment with your whole heart. This is where freedom lives - not in certainty, but in trust.
The Fool whispers: You cannot cling and fly and fly at the same time.
He is the bridge between masculine planning and feminine surrender, showing us that the flow of Spirit is not weakness, but the highest form of wisdom.
When you live in this flow, you discover the secret paradox:
You were never falling. You were always being carried.
Astro-Wellness: Your Rising Sign as a Sacred Blueprint for Daily Rhythms
A solitary lighthouse symbolic of the chart ruler as a guiding light for Rising Signs and holistic wellness.
The Rising Sign is not a surface mask — it is your soul’s horizon line, the incarnate threshold through which you took your first breath and stepped into this life. It describes how your body meets the world and how the world in turn meets you. Your Chart Ruler, the planet governing your Ascendant, shines like a lighthouse across the sea of your life. It helps to orient you back to your essence whenever you drift from alignment.
Together, your Rising Sign and Chart Ruler form what we could call, your Astro-Wellness Blueprint: the map of your body’s sensitivities, the style of movement and rest that nourishes you, and the daily rhythms that keep you connected to your joy. When you fall out of step with this blueprint, your body whispers through fatigue, tension, or imbalance. When you live in alignment with it, you feel restored, radiant, and in line with your soul’s original design.
This is where astrology becomes wellness: your Ascendant + Ruler don’t just tell you who you are — they help to reveal how to live in a body that supports your growth, your healing, and your joy.
Below is a list of Ascendants (your first house) and their chart rulers. This will provide you with a basic, foundational view of how this works; each chart will layer the house/zodiacal archetype of where your chart ruler falls as well as aspects that flavor and nuance how these are expressed and talk to each other. While each of us have our own unique blueprint, this will give you a broad overview and provide basic themes you can play with and contemplate.
Mars-Ruled Risings (Aries & Scorpio Ascendants)
Archetype: The Warrior / The Alchemist
You are initiated through intensity, struggle, and truth. Mars challenges you to act, learn initiative and boldness, to confront stagnation, and to transmute raw energy into sacred purpose.
• Body-Shadow: Excess heat; inflammation, anger, muscular tension, restless fire.
• Wellness Key: Mars risings need release work—not chaos, but conscious movement that transforms pressure into vitality.
• Embodiment Practices: Controlled exertion; breath of fire, fasting, drumming, strength training, running or kickboxing, sauna + cool immersion.
• Joy Path: Joy emerges when courage and fire become fuel for creation, not destruction—when action is aligned with spirit and your fire is harnessed in service of life.
Sun-Ruled Risings (Leo Ascendants)
Archetype: The Radiant Flame
You are called to embody sovereignty, to shine as a solar vessel of warmth, clarity, vision, and creativity. Ultimately, to lead and inspire others. The Sun teaches you that your radiance is not for applause, but for sacred offering.
• Body-Shadow: The Sun governs the heart, circulation, and vital force itself. Misalignment can manifest as exhaustion, prideful strain, spinal tension, depletion from constant giving.
• Wellness Key: You thrive when your body is tended as a living flame—fed with joy, expression, the warmth of connection, and renewal in meaningful ways.
• Embodiment Practices: Sun salutations, expressive dance, basking in sunlight, music, creative projects.
• Joy Path: Joy is your compass. It arrives when you create from overflow, not obligation. True joy arrives when your radiance is shared - when you create not for applause, but as an offering of your flame for others.
Moon-Ruled Risings (Cancer Ascendants)
Archetype: The Lunar Vessel / Keeper of Waters
You live by cycles, apprenticed to the wisdom of ebb and flow. The Moon teaches you to find safety not in control, but in rhythm and cycles of nourishment and release.
• Body-Shadow: The Moon rules fluids, digestion, fertility. Misalignment shows up as digestive imbalance, emotional heaviness, water retention, or absorbing and/or being swept into others’ emotions.
• Wellness Key: Moon risings thrive in cyclic alignment—tracking phases, living with lunar cycles, eating seasonal foods, and tending to rhythms of rest and renewal.
• Embodiment Practices: Reflective journaling, water immersion, belly breathing, cooking in rhythm with the seasons, lunar phase practices.
• Joy Path: Joy arises when you honor your own tides instead of taking on responsibility to regulate everyone else’s.
Venus-Ruled Risings (Taurus & Libra Ascendants)
Archetype: The Keeper of Harmony / Artist of Balance
You are called to weave beauty into daily life and embody harmony and stability in body and relationship. Venus reminds you that pleasure and presence itself is medicine.
• Body-Shadow: Venus governs the throat, kidneys, and complexion. Misalignment manifests as overindulgence, sugar sensitivity, imbalance or nervous tension from disharmony, or reliance on external approval.
• Wellness Key: Wellness comes from sensual devotion—rituals that ground you in the body through art, beauty, sound, touch, taste, and connection.
• Embodiment Practices: Song, sacred adornment, mindful eating, movement with music, breath set to rhythm, relational check-ins.
• Joy Path: Joy awakens when beauty becomes devotional, not decorative—when harmony heals and becomes the vessel of love - springing from deep, authentic abundance, rather than pleasing others and seeking approval.
Mercury-Ruled Risings (Gemini & Virgo Ascendants)
Archetype: The Sacred Messenger / The Code-Healer
Your initiation is into rhythm and translation—learning to flex and bridge body and mind, spirit and matter. Mercury guides you to heal through words, breath, and movement.
• Body-Shadow: Mercury rules the lungs, nerves, intestines, and the faculty of coordination. Misalignment surfaces as nervous overstimulation or depletion, worry, gut anxiety, restlessness.
• Wellness Key: Your body thrives on regulated rhythm—steady breath, structure and clear routines, mental stillness, and mindful flow.
• Embodiments: Walking meditations, journaling, mantra-based yoga, herbal medicine for digestion and nerves.
• Joy Path: Joy is found in coherence—when your curiosity and routines bring clarity rather than scattering and your words and practices become bridges rather than fractures.
Saturn-Ruled Risings (Capricorn & Aquarius Ascendants)
Archetype: The Gatekeeper of Time / The Sacred Architect
In ancient astrology, Saturn is the furthest wanderer, the planet at the edge of visibility. To the ancients, Saturn was the keeper of limits — of time, mortality, and boundaries. For those born under his rulership, life unfolds through tests, responsibilities, and the weight of necessity. Yet these tests are initiations, helping to sprout deep roots of profound wisdom and mastery.
• Body-Shadow: Ancient texts associated Saturn with cold and dryness, heaviness in bones, joints, and skin. When out of rhythm, Saturn bodies manifest rigidity, pensive or heavy somberness, or depletion.
• Wellness Key: Wellness comes from cultivating sacred structure and measured rhythm. Saturn risings thrive not by excess but by moderation, by practices that strengthen the body slowly and steadily, much like stonework carefully, methodically built with patience.
• Embodiment Practices: Dawn rituals, strength-building over time, fasting for clarity, contemplative practices (meditation, chanting, solitude), tending hearth and home as sacred ground.
• Path to Joy: Paradoxically, joy arrives through discipline. When you live in alignment with Saturn’s rhythm, boundaries create freedom, and limits open into deeper meaning. Joy is found in the quiet pride of mastery, the dignity of work done well, and the serenity of knowing you are in rhythm with time itself.
Jupiter/Neptune-Ruled Risings (Sagittarius & Pisces Ascendants)
Archetype: The Seeker / The Mystic Dreamer
You are initiated into expansion and surrender. Jupiter stretches you into meaning, Neptune dissolves you into unity. Together, they remind you that wonder itself is wellness.
• Body-Shadow: Jupiter expands - misaligned, it can bring excess in liver, hips, or circulation. This can manifest in patterns of overindulgence, excess weight, escapism, addiction, exhaustion, or immune depletion.
• Wellness Key: These risings need sacred expansion and flow—open horizons, water immersion, devotional practices that restore awe and immersion in the greater whole.
• Embodiments: Pilgrimage walks, sunrise runs, swimming, dreamwork, ecstatic dance, dream journaling, chanting, and gratitude practice.
• Joy Path: Joy arises as wonder—when life feels larger than you, yet holds you gently within it.
The Lighthouse and the Compass
Your Rising Sign is your incarnational doorway; your Chart Ruler, the lighthouse that orients you through storm and calm alike, and helps to guide you back to alignment. Together, they form your soul’s wellness compass:
• The Rising shows you where the body mirrors the soul’s shadow and struggle when you are out of rhythm.
• The Ruler reveals the practices that restore vitality and clarity.
• Together, they lead you back to your deepest joy; the joy of living in sync with your soul’s authentic design.
And yet, the sky is never still. Transits to your chart ruler or Ascendant flavor this compass, tinting its light. When Jupiter blesses your ruler, vitality often expands; when Saturn presses down, the body may feel heavier, asking for rest and refinement. Mars transits can ignite inflammation or motivation, Venus can restore harmony through beauty and pleasure, and Neptune may invite surrender to subtler rhythms.
The ancients understood these planetary movements not as random disruptions, but as seasonal teachings - temporary overlays that refine your practice and deepen your embodiment. By tracking transits to your Rising Sign and ruler, you learn when to lean into discipline, when to allow softness, and when to celebrate expansion.
Astro-Wellness then, is not static. It is a living relationship between your natal blueprint and the ever-turning heavens. Your Rising and Ruler are your constant teachers, but the transiting sky adds its color, reminding you that wellness is not a fixed state - it is an ever changing dance with time itself. It isn’t about chasing perfection or following rigid routines. It is instead about learning to live in relationship with your Rising rhythm—listening when your body signals misalignment, and honoring the guidance of your body and chart ruler like a steady beacon.
When you align with this blueprint:
• The body stops being a battlefield and becomes a teacher of deep wisdom.
• Health shifts from discipline into devotion.
• Joy ceases to be fleeting and becomes a living, steady current.
Where To Start:
Locate your Rising Sign & its Chart Ruler in your natal chart. Reflect on where its themes appear in your body today. Choose one embodiment practice this week as an offering. Give yourself a month and contemplate shifts and changes you notice. Consider the following daily reflections:
What practice is my Rising calling me into today?
What “light” (deeper insight) is my chart ruler shining on my path right now?
Where is joy waiting for me in my body, if I choose to honor it?
This is the heart of Astro-Wellness: not a list of health hacks, but a return to your soul’s original harmony. Your Rising and Chart Ruler hold the keys. When you walk in rhythm with them, you are not only well — you are whole.
The Blood Moon Eclipse: A Choice Point of Power & Healing
Pressure creates stars. This Blood Moon creates you.
Twice a year we enter eclipse season. This month offers us two eclipse events. On September 7th, the skies deliver a rare and potent event: a Blood Moon, a total lunar (or full moon) eclipse at 15° Pisces. Lunar eclipses always bring intensity and reflection—truth revealed, shadows exposed, endings and beginnings, often woven together. But this one carries an unmistakable spiritual weight, the kind that can alter the trajectory of our lives if we meet it with courage.
Think of this eclipse as the cosmic version of nuclear fusion. In fusion, immense pressure and heat ignite a process where two separate elements unite, releasing incredible energy that powers stars. An eclipse symbolically mirrors this—tremendous tension gathers in our lives, pressure builds around old wounds or patterns, and under this force, something new fuses into form. A new light is born from what once seemed impossible - or perhaps even unseen to us - to integrate.
The Pisces–Virgo Axis: Spirit and Service
Because this eclipse occurs at 15° Pisces, it awakens the polarity axis of Pisces and Virgo. Every full moon already carries a polarity story, but an eclipse amplifies this energy significantly.
• Pisces is considered the most spiritual sign of the zodiac. It holds the energy of compassion, transcendence, unity, and spiritual surrender. Pisces reminds us to surrender, dissolve boundaries, and trust the flow of the unseen. In its highest potential, it dissolves separation and helps us remember we are more than our wounds, more than our identities, more than the small story we’ve been living; and it reminds us that at our core, we are all connected. In its shadow, it can lure us into escapism, denial, or bypassing—losing ourselves in the fog and never ending merging nature of its vastness.
• Virgo, standing opposite, offers us the gifts of discernment, clarity, embodied healing, and sacred service. Virgo asks us to refine, organize, and bring life to order. At its best, Virgo grounds the dream of Pisces into daily, embodied action—it asks, how do you live this truth in your body, in your routines, in your relationships? In its shadow, Virgo can fall into over-analysis, criticism, or perfectionism that keeps us from ever truly living our full potential and feeling whole.
This eclipse on the Pisces-Virgo axis asks us to weave these forces together: to bring our spiritual longings (Pisces) into tangible, embodied practices (Virgo). To allow both compassion and transcendence, but not lose the grounded reality of real-life integration. It reminds us to release the fears and old patterns or habits that hold us back; reminding us that we don’t have to control every detail of our life to be safe and that we never have to earn our worth. It teaches us that when we release control we don’t lose power, we gain a new kind of strength - one that flows from a place of alignment and not force. And it also reminds us of the importance and value of energetic boundaries; that, no matter how well intentioned you are, you cannot pour from an empty cup. The magic of this harmonious integration happens when we blend the energies consciously: excellence and boundaries with compassion, doing with being, conscious surrender, faith with precision, intuition with discernment, vision with practicality, etc.
Fated Change and the Eclipse Mystery
Astrologers hold different views on eclipses. Some encourage ritual and manifestation; others caution against it. I personally see eclipses as fated portals—moments where the hand of destiny is stronger than our own intention-setting. For this reason, I do not manifest with absolutes during eclipses the way I would with a normal new or full moon. Instead, I tend to go inward and reflect and listen. I notice what is surfacing, what is breaking open, what is dissolving. And I reflect within myself: What wants to be healed here? What am I being asked to see that perhaps I haven’t yet seen in full? How can I embody this new change?
Eclipses are like wild cards in the cosmic deck. They can bring sudden, rapid change, insight, or illumination, that alters everything overnight, but just as often, their effects ripple out more slowly over the next six months to come. Sometimes we don’t recognize the eclipse’s teaching until a later turning point makes its pattern clear. Sometimes we see external shifts and material reality changes (relationship or job for example, beginning or ending) and sometimes it is more subtle and internal - a change in our perception or mindset. But, they always mark a turning point of some point.
When Eclipse Effects Unfold
One of the most common questions I hear is: “When will I feel the eclipse?” The truth is, the effects of a total lunar eclipse are rarely confined to the day itself.
• In the moment: You may feel waves of emotion, revelations, or sudden endings on the day of the eclipse. This is the raw shadow material surfacing for release. This will likely be especially prominent this eclipse as Pisces is a water sign and this is a total lunar (or full moon) eclipse which means it magnifies a normal full moon cycle which typically signifies release.
• Two weeks after: The energy often continues to reverberate until the next new moon, as the themes settle into your system and start shaping your choices.
• Three to six months: Many eclipses work like seeds planted in shadow. Their stories begin to play out over the season ahead, especially when other transits re-activate the same degree.
• Up to 18 months: Because eclipses are tied to the lunar nodes, their full impact can ripple through your life until the next set of eclipses, or even longer. Often you only realize in hindsight that a major shift began under an eclipse portal.
With a total lunar eclipse, like this Blood Moon at 15° Pisces, the emphasis is often on culmination and closure—a harvest of sorts, where what has been building finally comes to light. But don’t be surprised if the real transformations unfold slowly, like a tide reshaping the shoreline.
The Healing Potential
• Release of old cycles: Eclipses tend to close chapters that were never fully resolved. If something resurfaces now, it is not punishment—it’s an invitation to complete the loop with more intentional awareness.
• Acceleration of growth: What normally might take years to shift can pivot in weeks. Eclipse energy condenses time. While radical shifts aren’t always the norm, they certainly are not rare in eclipse portals. Quantum leaps can happen under eclipses. Especially when angular houses and personal planets are involved.
• Integration of shadow: This is not about destroying the past, but fusing it into wisdom. Like nuclear fusion, you become more luminous when you accept the pressure, surrender to the process, and let transformation burn away illusion.
How to Work with It
1. Ground Yourself – The intensity of an eclipse can scatter your nervous system. Get barefoot on the Earth, take salt baths, or place your spine against a tree. Breathwork, body shaking (to release trapped emotion), or simple yoga flows and walks in nature can help release the pressure.
2. Name the Shadow – Write down what old patterns, doubts, or stories are surfacing. Naming them takes away their power. You cannot heal what you refuse to see.
3. Create a Choice Ritual – Rather than “manifesting,” honor the eclipse by making a conscious choice. On the night of the eclipse, light a single candle and say aloud something simple such as: “I choose to release what no longer fuels me, and I choose to ignite my next chapter with clarity, strength, and love.” Burn a piece of paper with your limiting belief written on it. Allow the ashes to return to the earth.
4. Anchor the Light – Follow up the release with something that roots you in joy: singing, dancing, journaling gratitude, or preparing a nourishing meal. Transformation is not only about letting go but also about inviting new frequencies into your body and nourishing yourself.
5. Stay Compassionate – Eclipse portals stir emotion in everyone. If people around you act out, remember they too are under the same cosmic pressure. Hold compassion without sacrificing your boundaries.
Why This Eclipse Matters
This Blood Moon at 15° Pisces is not simply a celestial event—it’s a cosmic mirror. It shows us where we’ve hidden our light behind shadow, fear, or complacency. But like nuclear fusion, the energy of this eclipse asks us to use the pressure - surrender to it - not resist it. Pressure is the birthplace of stars, and in this moment, you are asked to become your own source of radiance.
We are at a collective crossroads. Each of us can choose contraction—clinging to what we’ve outgrown—or expansion, stepping into authenticity, truth, and true, luminous power. The choice, is up to us.
Final Reminder:
You are not being broken down—you are being refined. This Blood Moon eclipse is not the end, but the ignition. Trust that the pressure is purposeful. Trust that your soul knows the way. Lean into the emotional wisdom of Jupiter in Cancer, the intuitive knowing of Pisces, and the discernment and practicality of Virgo. Ground, release, choose, and rise.
Reflections:
What patterns or storylines are surfacing now that may have begun 6–18 months ago? What wants to close, so something new can be born?
How would your daily routine change if you prioritized more healthy boundaries, nervous system regulation, and micro habits over productivity? What would you add? What would you release? How can you invite balance into this area of your life?
Where are you being asked to surrender control and trust the flow of life? Where might you be avoiding truth by escaping or numbing?
What practices, routines, or embodied actions could help you ground your spiritual insights into tangible healing?
What patterns, fears, self-doubt, or stories are surfacing that you’ve been carrying for far too long? How do you see them more clearly now?
From this moment forward, what are you choosing to release, and what new energy or truth are you choosing to carry with you?
After journaling or reflecting, sit for a few moments with your hand over your heart or belly. Let your body feel the truth of what you’ve reflected upon. Integration happens not only in the mind but in the body and spirit.